the end part I

this is truly absolutely the end i say my dearest of all dear friends

drop the act let's not pretend that soon all will be still

so please, repent and try to amend the damage that far beyond extends

and one of these days we surely will descend, and wait deep down we will

stranded on this tiny spit of land with no shores, trees, bar or sand

how i got here i really don't understand but try to explain it i will

it started in the year 1934 with me not wanting to live anymore

i got on a plane aimed for a shore where i would wait until

until my will is not mine at all

until the hill i climb will fall

until i've killed all who recall

until the end has come and gone and dusk brings night and then dawn

then and only then will i atone and all shall be still

it kept on thru the year 1951, my journey had only just begun

when i met this girl bright as the sun who all my wishes fulfill

our eyes met about halfway and she said "hello, my name is mae"

we stood together forever and a day and even more until

a cold winter's night in 1969 brought with confusion of purest design

when nobody knows if it is yours or mine so we both wait until

until my will is not mine at all

until the hill i climb will fall

until i've killed all who recall

this time i promise we're close to salvation, all it takes is a bit more dedication

for us to make this infatuation last even longer still

but all is not what it seem, first we laugh, then we scream

and then we cry like in a dream or a nightmare thrill

sadly all things will come to an end, i say my goodbyes but you still pretend

and simply will not comprehend that this love you kill

will leave both you and me in a mess, will end us both tho i do confess

i will always miss your warm caress, now i wait until

until my will is not mine at all

until the hill i climb will fall

until i've killed all who recall